It was very quick, but it was him. I'd been waiting for him to come visit, and I hope it wasn't just my mind playing tricks on me. But it seemed so true to what has been happening.
I saw him last week, early in the morning. He was laying down and looked much younger (around 22 maybe, clean shaven). He had his hands behind his head.
He looked at me and said "I can't believe this has all turned out to be about money". Which to me is his way of half cracking a joke and talking about all the fundraising and benefits that have been going on for our family.
I looked at him and said "Don't you think that I'd give every dollar back just to have you back here with us???". And he started to cry. His eyes welled up and he had tears streaming down his face. And he said "I'm so sorry. I love you more than anything."
And I looked at him and said "You're the love of my life, and I'll always love you - forever". And just like that he was gone.
It had to be him.
I wonder if that is how G feels when he sees someone that looks like Mike?.. I am so happy you dreamed of him.
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